Worrying about military rule doesn't keep Myanmar's democracy leader Aung San Suu Kyi up at night, but just a little bit of noise does.
Suu Kyi offered a rare glimpse into her personal side Thursday when she took questions and offered advice to young human rights activists in Washington.
One activist asked what challenges and problems keep the 67-year-old Nobel peace laureate up at night.
Suu Kyi confided that's she's a very light sleeper. She said every little noise disturbs her, but serious issues — of which the former prisoner has encountered many during two decades of political upheaval in Myanmar — usually don't.
She said she's learned that, in time, even what looks like the most horrible event in your life will appear less serious.
Suu Kyi was speaking to a gathering organized by Amnesty International USA a day after receiving Congress' highest honor for her peaceful struggle for democracy, the ceremonial highlight of a landmark trip across America.
Suu Kyi spent 15 years under house arrest in the country also known as Burma, separated from her family, and unable to see her husband, British academic Michael Aris, before his death from cancer in 1999. Suu Kyiwas released in late 2010 and has since joined hands with members of the former ruling junta that detained her to push ahead with political reform.
"I honestly never despaired although there were times when I was very very worried about our people outside," she said, referring to supporters of her political party that won 1990 elections but was barred from power. "Because house arrest is a lot easier than in prison."
She said she loved reading and that enabled her to feel as free as anyone else.
"Through my books I could get to wherever I wished to," she said.
Despite the cruelties committed during 50 years of military rule — including bloody crackdowns on protesters and wars on ethnic minorities — Suu Kyi said she always retained a deep affection for Myanmar's army, because her father, independence hero Aung San, was its founder.
"Although they kept me under house arrest they treated me well. Most of them treated me as my father's daughter," she said. "That is they treated me as a member of the family, albeit a rather troublesome one."
She urged the several hundred young activists assembled in front of her not just to campaign for the release of political prisoners but to try to change the mindset of the jailers, by disabusing them of the emotion that motivates them: their own fear.