"It sounds cheesy," he says, "but if I got killed, she'd have some footage of me being a father to her."
At a campus jobs fair recently, Mr. Tudtud sought out Sharon Jarrett, production and internship coordinator for Black Entertainment. He clutched a portfolio with freelance projects and a short film he made while interning with NYC Media, part of the Mayor's Office of Media and Entertainment.
"I look into their eyes," Ms. Jarrett says afterward. "Some are really hungry and want to learn." That and experience, to Jarrett, are what's important. She spotted those qualities in Tudtud and encouraged him to apply. Broadcasting companies rely a lot on freelancers and, "in that world," Jarrett explains, "you can't say whether degrees hurt or help because they're looking at your body of work."
Still, as Tudtud graduates this month with an associate's degree in media technology and management, the 30-year-old leaves wanting more.
"I'm afraid there's someone out there like me," he says, "so I have to stay ahead."
He aims to grow his freelance business, then, someday, pursue a bachelor's.
"My uncle worked at a hospital," he says, "and every year all these new guys [with college degrees] would come in and get paid triple or double his salary, even though he knew a lot more than they did."
But the hospital refused his uncle a raise because he lacked a bachelor's degree.
"Right then and there," says Tudtud, "I decided I don't want to be in that position."