Still in conflict, Israel marks 54 years of independence

The names of Israel's fallen soldiers scroll down TV screens here as they do every Memorial Day – 21,141 young men and women to date.

All night and into the next day, TVs flick on and off as viewers check on the dead and wait for the last name to run down the screen. When this grim prologue ends, Israel shifts gears and moves into its Independence Day festivities – fireworks, flag waving, freedom songs.

Ruba Hassan will not turn on her TV to watch. The young Palestinian accountant has been stuck, with meager supplies, for two weeks in her Ramallah home because of the curfew imposed by the Israeli Defense Forces. Her office has been ransacked; her cousin is missing.

"I refuse to see their memorials and celebrations at a time when our national institutions are being destroyed," Ms. Hassan says. "I am afraid of the anger I might have."

For many Palestinians, Israel's Independence Day, being celebrated today – an event the Arab world calls al Nakba, or "the great catastrophe" – is particularly painful this year. With Israeli tanks back in the West Bank, escalating violence and little hope for a respite, many Palestinians feel that although the lists of their dead are growing, too, they are further away than ever from having an Independence Day.

"What about us?" asks Hassan. "We have nothing, and they are dancing and singing. I can't take it anymore. "I hate them.... They say, 'let's negotiate,' and then they turn on us when they don't get their way. We can't live with them anymore. We can't talk to them or understand them.

"I'm 24 years old," the accountant continues. "I have many things I have to do. I want to go out. I want to live my life. But I'm sitting at home just crying."

At Hassan's age, Trudy Dotan, now an Israeli archaeologist, was smuggling bombs into central Jerusalem – then a no-go zone under control of a British mandate – and poring over intelligence maps in preparation for the War of Independence. She knows what it is like to feel trapped and angry. "We were under siege back then and terribly afraid," Ms. Dotan recalls. "We knew it would be a war of survival. We knew we had to defend ourselves." But, stresses Prof. Dotan, she was no terrorist. "We would not target women or children," she says. "We were not extremists."

In fact, there were incidents of Jewish terror during the period leading up to Israel's independence – including the blowing up of the King David Hotel in Jerusalem, which killed 96 people, many of them civilians.

"But these were not condoned by the mainstream," says Tamar Eshel, an undercover agent in the Jewish resistance movement during the 1940s who later became a member of Israel's parliament. "There were small breakaway terrorist factions, but they were outcasts. The rest of us stood up and condemned them. We would even turn them in to the British."

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