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As I Sewed, I Ripped

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I was determined to catch up. This cutting-out business had just been a temporary glitch, and now I could get on with it!

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Don't believe anyone who says pieces of fabric are inanimate. Those scraps of purple had minds of their own, and the one thing they did not want was to be stitched together. They slid and skittered, puckered and prowled - anything to get away from the advancing needle.

All around me, my fellow home economists were cranking out clothes like factories, cunning color-coordinated separates that they modeled in uncountable combinations. Meanwhile, I became closely acquainted with a tool called a seam-ripper, the sole purpose of which is to tear out mis-stitches so the seamstress can try yet again.

Our teacher gave my sewing machine a wide berth as I struggled for some semblance of control over the unruly fabric - although I do seem to recall her mumbling something about my mother teaching home ec. It was with a tone of wonder most often reserved for the up-close and personal observance of space aliens.

Outside, the leaves had fallen from the sycamores, and winter sky, dark and chill, shivered the skeletal branches. Still I battled onward, the will to dazzle others with an incredible wardrobe stronger than the fact of my fumbling fingers.

Just as I began to weaken, something wonderful happened. I snatched the dress from the sewing machine, leaned back, and gazed at the daffodils blooming in the spring-bright grass outside. And then I said the loveliest two words I'd ever spoken: "It's done!"

My teacher was the most animated I'd ever seen her. "Go try it on!" she said, clapping her hands together.

After I slithered into my masterpiece, I turned to the dressing-room mirror and ... hmm. Those long slim, sleeves were so tight I couldn't bend my arms. My teacher jerked the curtain open and looked me over. She spent a long, silent moment fingering my shoulders and the back of my sleeves. Her lips twitched once or twice, but all she said was, "OK."

THAT evening, Mom held the dress up and said, "Hmm." Then, "Hmm. You know, of course, that the right and left sleeves are switched. See? The dart at the elbow makes each sleeve bend toward the back of the dress instead of to the front." And then she took one look at my face and, in a true example of motherly love, said, "I'll fix them."

In the weeks to come, Mom would sometimes say, "When are you going to wear your dress? That purple is so good on you."

"One of these days," I'd answer. But I never did. Even the thought of the dress seemed to bring on a stressful flashback. And purple had long since ceased being my favorite color.

The Monday after I finished the dress, the teacher announced, "People, since you've all completed at least one sewing project," all eyes flashed to me, "we'll continue to the cooking unit of the class." She paused and said, "Terry? Have you done any cooking at home?"

"Not really," I said.

I know she didn't mean for me to hear it, but when Mrs. HomeEc Teacher murmured to herself, I caught a few phrases: "School's fire insurance" was one. Followed by "Hope they're paid up."